Anonymous asked: do you have any way for us to talk to you cause you wont be on here?

yes!

facebook: http://facebook.com/jamiecsilva
twitter: http://twitter.com/vivalajamiee
instagram: jamiecsilva

i’m pretty much always on those because they’re so easy to access from my phone, haha so any of those are good! (: 

I’ve lost most of my followers, (I can’t blame people though, I haven’t been on in months,) and the few of you that are left probably won’t even see this single post from me, but I just needed to post this.

I’m graduating high school the person I want to be.

I’ve struggled a lot since my freshman year of high school, mostly throughout my sophomore and junior year, and you guys were the ones that were there for me through that. It took a lot to get out of it. I fought through the depression, through the addictions and I’ve made it to who I am today. I look back and see that depressed girl, in that terrible state of mind, and I am so glad to say I am a completely different person now. For the first time that I can remember, I’m genuinely happy with my life. I have tons of friends. I go out all of the time. For once in my life, I feel like people are noticing me for all the right reasons. Not saying that I don’t have some bad days, because I most definitely do, but finally everything is going right in my life. I’m going to my dream school in August. I’m graduating 10th in my class of 250. I have two jobs, and yet I still have the best social life, and I’m extremely happy.

Things have been rough on me the past few months, my dad suffered a heart attack, my aunt passed away, and my brother’s best friend (who was like another brother to me) has been hospitalized with colon cancer. Luckily, my dad is okay now, and Rodney seems to be getting better. Even though these things have been really hard on me, I’ve stayed strong, and I’ve stayed positive, and that simple fact just helps to show me that I’ve grown as a person.

And like I said before, I don’t have many followers anymore and I don’t know if anyone will pay attention to this, but I’m just unbelievably happy with my life right now. I’ve been really busy with school lately, but hopefully once I’m out I will have some free time to come back on here. If you honestly read this entire thing, I want you to know how much it means to me. I really appreciate it. <3

But I don’t have time for it, and I love my life now.

I’m always with my friends, going out, hanging out, and honestly just having an amazing time. I feel like a completely different person. I’ve been in really low places before, and now I feel like I’ve done a complete 180. I’ve had some rough times. My dad had a heart attack, and my aunt passed away, but I’ve been trying to make the best of my life, and it has honestly been amazing.

I’m going to try to post more again on here, but my birthday is Thursday and I’m going out every single night until Sunday.

But I miss you guys.

I just like my life more now.

You can follow me on twitter, vivalajamiee, or you can follow me on instagram, jamiecsilva.

Love you guys.

<3

If you follow me on instagram I’ll follow you back! jamiecsilva

hi i’m sorry i haven’t been on a lot lately but i’ve been really busy and my life has been great, actually. i’ve lost a lot of weight and i’m just honestly happy with where i am in my life right now.

i’m going to try to come back, but not right now because i’m too busy!

but i love you guys that have actually stayed with me while i’ve been gone!

I got accepted to the college I want to go to and they’re giving me a Dean’s scholarship that’s worth $8,00 a year and I’m just so happy and life is good okay, bye.

This is the first time I’ve been on the computer for more than 10 minutes in probably a month. But I’m having a good time with my life right now and I don’t need tumblr.. You can continue to follow because I might be back some time, but otherwise, add me on facebook right now or message me for my number or else you probably won’t talk to me for a while.

(:

i’ve lost 10 followers today

and i think i posted once

cool

sljkdkjsdhgsdgsdg okay i hung out with this kid today and i had no idea if it was like a date or what sjkdgnbsdjkg i need advice omg ugh

The prom dress I want is $378.

Fml.

Lolololol.